Sunday, July 13, 2008

Am I Waiting in Vain?

Its not easy to pretend
how much i love you
sometimes i wish to end
the feeling that i have for you

I'm always here waiting
for the perfect time
for your way of caring
which i thought forever mine

Will your heart trust me
or just hide and leave me
Is your love forever a reality
or just a huge fantasy?

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 12:10:21 PM

its just a matter of choice....

We are all given choices to make. Sometimes, we are lucky to get the right one and unfortunately, sometimes our wrong decisions ruin our plans or even our whole life.Isn't ironic that the one we think is right could possibly be the wrong one and the one we just take for granted could be the best option. And do you think it's unfair that we risk everything just to have what we want and all of a sudden, our hardships will turn into trash and be disregarded just because of the wrong steps or options we choose. Well, that's life and it's irony.

In our life, we always want to be well-prepared,to have the best, in short, we want everything to be perfect. But eventhough we want to, circumtances doesnt go the way we want it to be. It sometimes contradicts even the best plans and alternatives we have. It sometimes affects even the persons behind it and the things around it. And at the end of the day, we're here to start all over again. Its very hard to think of new plans specially when we experienced to fall in our first step, when we witnessed everything being rejected, what hurts us most is when we give everything just to make everything fine yet still did not succeed. It's very difficult to accept how our efforts turn into crap.Obviously, we will feel bad about it, like everyone does! It sometimes becomes the reason to stop. We are starting to become fessimistic. It should not be like that. There are lots of reason why we should continue. Just imagine all the sacrifices, efforts and time you just have invested, plus the people who will benefit from it. Circumstances doesnt always give a negative result, do remember that your success still lies in how your mind and hands will work. Meaning, you are still in control of everything..

After the failures and sacrifices, the first step to do is moving on. And the first step in moving on is to be more stronger and faithful. It is also the right time to realize that patience also matters. Just continue believing that we can conquer everything if have the right attitudes to lessen the failures, because its hard to fight against circumstances, besides its really unavoidable. Experience always teaches us the best things to do. And remember that most of our success, we owe it to the failures and pains we have encountered.
If that is really your passion, just keep believing because everything happens for a reason.

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 12:10:20 PM

What do you think would make you happy for the rest of your life?

What do you think would make you happy for the rest of your life?

Luxury living, latest gadgets, multi-million bank account, expensive fancy cars, hectares of land, mansions, different properties, travels abroad, well-managed businesses, or a simple living with your love ones, a simple home enough for the size of your family, you eat atleast three times a day, few possessions, or to have your dreams fulfilled, or it could be power? These are some of the things we want to have. And believe me, there are still more to be included.
Oftentimes, we associate happiness to material things or worldly possessions without even thinking that it could mislead us to what will really makes us happy. We never think that those things will be gone eventually because they are not permanent. Say, you have the latest and the most expensive cellular phones. Its the one that people are craving for but only few can have. Luckily, you're one of them, people always look at it whenever you use it. You feel very proud but unfortunately it slips in your pocket or someone steal it from you without even knowing or a new brand was launched which is more trendy and full of hi-tech features. Material things can give happiness but its only for a short time.

We even think that power can give us an uncomparable happiness. Its a mentality that somehow makes you think to be the most famous above all. You have in control of your everything. But sometimes, being greed or overuse of power or authority can give enormous and painful output. We do not notice that we can hurt someone. As a result, people around us might probably curse us or worst than that, just stab us. Power tripping is never good all the time.

In our life, we are always searching for the things we want. We are not content with what we have. And for us, happiness is fulfilling our needs without even noticing that we are starting to become greedy and selfish. Its very common that we always do the ways just to have what we want. We even sacrifice our self or even the persons around us. We risk everything , as in everything, without even thinking if we are hurting someone. We are beginning to become unfair and unjust. And once you already have the things you are dreaming, do you think you will become happy if your friends doent know you and the people you love doesnt care about you anymore? Do not wonder if one morning you wake up, and all of them were gone.
I will just leave this cliche, "nothing can make you happy if you really dont know what will make you happy "

Thursday, July 03, 2008, 12:10:21 PM